Tuesday, September 29, 2009

a lunchtime sabbath

September is almost over. It has been a hard month. My volleyball season has demanded much of me, with daily 2-3 hour practices and a grueling schedule of away games which often saw us driving "home" in the wee hours of the morning. Classes are also a constant source of work (as they should be). Though most of my courses are not difficult, they still require a good bit of effort. All of these factors (as well as the half-starved social life that I have lately been keeping alive with stale bread crusts and lukewarm water) have unfortunately led to a necessary encroachment on my regular weekly day of rest. I have not been able to take my customary Sunday completely off for most of this month, and that has been wearing on me. So today, as I walked into the crowded and noisy cafeteria for lunch, thinking anxiously about my afternoon homework and tonight's big game, I decided to take a break immediately.

I made myself a colorful wrap, complete with red tomatoes, white chicken, yellow peppers, green lettuce, and black olives. A colorful meal always makes me happy. I left the stuffy cafeteria behind and went to the sunny courtyard, where I was, surprisingly, left completely alone to revel in the beauty of fall. It was a glorious autumn day, with a brilliant blue sky and a bright sun that consented to warm me if I sat still and simply enjoyed her. The trees were turning yellow and red and orange, and leaves were starting to cover the grass. Acorns were falling on the sidewalks, and I tried to make a point of stepping on them when I walked. I liked the way that they popped underfoot.

I sat there in that bright courtyard for almost half an hour, reading a good book, enjoying my wrap, cold glass of water, and apple for dessert. I greeted people that walked past. I watched a squirrel bury something in the ground. I savored the fall sun, so different from the sun of spring or winter or summer, and thus so amazing. The air was chilly, reminding me of warm, pumpkin-colored sweaters and squealing children romping in fallen leaves. What a refreshing break in my demanding routine, a moment to simply sit and savor this, my favorite of seasons. For half of an hour, I simply observed God's play. I watched a scene starring the squirrel, with a backdrop that actually smelled like ripened leaves and felt like an autumn sun. (Pardon me while I take Wilson's masterpiece of thought and mimic it with muddy-colored fingerpaint on the back of an envelope.)

I challenge you all to take an extra moment today (before it snows tomorrow back at home...) to savor the wild beauty of autumn, to step for a minute outside the confines of your daily routine and to simply breathe in God's living masterpiece. Do it.

2 comments:

Elizabeth Wickland said...

Sounds wonderful! We all need to take a deep breath in the busy day to savor the creation He has given us. Just reading your description felt like a break for me! Thank you!

Gran said...

Wow, Kimberlee, I can smell the wonderful earthy smell of fall from here! Thanks for the description that roused memories of making leaf piles with my grandchildren and watching them as they jumped in over and over until the pile of leaves were a small lump of leaf litter. I see the sight, I smell the smell, I hear the laughter, I feel the touch of the Creator!